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Thursday, February 13, 2020

Twenty Four

I won't lie. This birthday made me feel anxious every time I thought about it. Writing this, I still have this tight feeling in my stomach. Because...I feel old. And if you're reading this, you're thinking oh my lord, she is 24 and thinking she's old. But for some reason, turning 24 has made me feel irrelevant? Like I'm no longer post-college but I'm also not boss-bitch yet either. I've felt like I've been in a bit of a holding pattern recently, which I'm making steps to change, and 24 just scares me a bit. However, with a birthday comes excitement – what will this year hold? Will I get an amazing job offer? Will I still live in Denver? Will I meet the love of my life? Will I eat too much Torchy's? A for sure yes on the last one, who knows about the rest. 24 is a bit daunting, but I think I'm finally ready to just go for it...I mean I kind of have to, don't I? — xoxo darling, Hayden

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